My True Love
By: Robert A Bernard Jr.
It is a beautiful morning and the amber color sky reaches far into the horizon. I am sitting on the tall grass looking to the horizon as the suns honors it with their beautiful light. The grass feels as if I am sitting in the main chair of an auditorium made in the clouds as to prepare me for a celestial masterpiece.
The wind is moving through the tall grass as if brushing it, preparing the scenery for a beautiful brand new day. The clouds are moving across the atmosphere as if cleaning the sky blue so it would be clear. The air feels pure and full of energy. As I sit there observing; this sight reaches far into this stunning horizon.
At last I can see the two suns rising in synchronous. What a sunrise! These beautiful stars are breaking through the horizon and they are becoming more and more visible. The morning dew is shining with anticipation as if welcoming these heavenly stars with open arms.
Such a beautiful site makes me feel as if I was truly in heaven. I can see these beautiful stars slowly rise higher and higher as if they want you to appreciate their beauty and they don't want you to miss a minute. Knowing that for the observer the site was well worth the wait as the celestial couple makes their appearance. These stars are forever together under an invisible bond. And only their careful motion shows you their passion for each other.
The cool night air is slowly been replace by the warmth of the suns. The tender warmth from these suns penetrates my skin and warms my heart. I can not help but to smile, as I feel this sensation. I relax my back and allow myself to rest completely on the glass. This way I am stretch out on a bed of soft heavenly crimson grass.
Yes I am in ecstasy with this overwhelming sensation that over takes all my senses. I take it in and it reaches every corner of my body. As I close my eyes, for a brief moment I am one with the universe. I can sense it, feel it and be one with it. This allows that instead of viewing this heavenly body, I can feel the beauty deep inside me. I can feel its beauty.
Is it possible to mentally perceive a physical beauty? I know I am…
At this moment I open my eyes and I can see the big blue sky. No sign of clouds. The clouds really did their job because the sky is radiantly beautiful. I still feel the wind as it caresses me and bring me the sense of love through my whole body.
Unexpectedly I see a slight fog surround me. It feels nice and cool as if it is hugging me. It brings a feeling of peace and affection to my being. In the middle of this fog, a figure slowly starts materializing in front of me. I rise to a sitting position so I can examine better what is going on. The fog is concentrating on a specific spot in front of me and it is forming into something. I am trying to figure out what is it but I can not tell. I feel paralyze with ecstasy and curiosity.
What is this figure?
The fog is moving as by an invisible wind and condensing more and more. Every particle of the fog is moving in a way that it appears as it is taking a specific location within the form. And as every particle comes together in one spot, it starts to take its form.
I see… could it be?
The more these particles come together the more this form is becoming more and more human in appearance.
Is it human?
Is it celestial?
Is it angelical?
Is an angel!
I must be in heaven after all is what I thought after I finally saw what was in front of me. It was the figure of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life. She is so beautiful! I can really see her now.
It's a beauty angel!
Her hair is as black as a beautiful night sky. It shines as if it contains all the stars of the universe. All of a sudden she starts to slowly kneel in front of me and her knees touch the soft crimson grass behaving as a pillow. Now as she is sitting in front of me, our faces are right across from each other.
She looks right into my eyes. Her eyes, I am absolutely paralyzed with their splendor. It's like looking upon the deepest clear Blue Ocean. Through that clear liquid pool I could almost see the deepest parts of her soul. What a heavenly soul it is!
Surprisingly I notice that her lips are moving but I am unable to hear. I am not sure if it is because I am in shock of such a sight or paralyze with delight. Her lips are soft, wet, hypnotizing, alluring, tempting. I see them moving but all I keep thinking is touching them, kissing them, tasting them.
Spellbind as I was I tried to hear what she was saying but instead I keep feeling the wind on my ears. I can hear the wind! I can really hear the wind speak…
But what is it saying?
Why is it that I can not understand it?
She gradually raises her right hand and placed it on my left cheek as she looks right into my eyes with a warm and tender look that makes me feel love. Her touch is so soft, gentle and full of love. By its meager touch it caresses my soul. It almost feels electrifying, as I could feel her thoughts and feelings through her simple touch. And as her face approaches my face her voice is starts to become coherent. Out of the wind sound, the words start to form just as she materialized out of the fog. The sound of her voice is as if it's been carried on the wind for long distances and only now is able to reach my ears.
She looks at me, in a soft spoken kindhearted voice I hear "Hi my love, is it you?"
Not understanding at first what she was asking. I realized what it was when I hear the words coming from my lips.
"Yes, it is me my love".
I know now that she is my true love!
She said "I have been looking for you all my life"
I said "me too"
She said "I have been searching for you all through the universe. I have looked high and low and have gone through a lot of adversity on my quest to you. Against loneliness and sorrow, just when I though I would never find you and when I was about to give up… You appear"
She smiles with the most stunningly tender smiles I have ever seen. Our faces are so close to each other at this point that it was completely impossible to avoid our lips to meet for the first time. They came together slightly touching each other as if in a dream. The touch of our lips made us feel alive as we can feel our blood pumping. The mutual desire was unavoidable, our hands completely wrap around each other and we can feel our warmth.
Time stops and everything around us stops with it. The birds stop in mid-flight. The grass stood frozen in its place. The wind stops in its perpetual journey. Nothing matter but the touch of our lips and the passion that brew inside us. I can feel us as one. For a moment I could not tell which one is my skin and which one is lover's one. I can feel her skin as if it was my skin. We are part of each other now. And as a feat of a psychic nature I can hear her thoughts in my mind. I can feel her thoughts.
As I feel the beauty of the universe… We are one!
Our lips slowly and with difficulty separated from each other. As if they wanted to be join for all eternity. Then she slips down, puts her tender head on my chest as I sit there holding her on my arms. Stroking her long beautiful black hair observing how soft it is, I take her beautiful scent inside me. I close my eyes and take as much of her as I can. Her right arm is on my back and her left arm is caressing my chest. I take a look at her face and notice that she looking into the horizon.
I say "I will never get tired of looking into your stunning face for ever and ever my love. And I will not stop caressing you until the end of time."
Her cute face turns towards me and with a slight moan she hugs me tightly as she says "And I will never ever let you go my cherub. You are the air I breathe. You are my reason for living."
I can not believe I found her. I finally found her. My true love! This is the being I have been looking for all my life and the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. To be able to find a person that loves you as much as you are able to love is very hard. To be able to find that special someone that appreciates you because it took just that much more effort to be able to find you take a special feat of destiny. And here she is my destiny…
My love with all the beauty in the universe I always felt that something was missing. Like a massive gap inside of me that even though I can enjoy the riches and beauty of the universe, I was unable to feel complete, to share with that special someone, to say to this person that I love her. Now I am whole. Now I am complete. Now I can say that I love you my angel. And that I am looking forward to stoke your hair, caress you face, touch your skin, hug your body, kiss your lips and love you for the rest of my life…
Because you are my life's one and only true love…
For this I love you my love!
And with that said we both stand up and unconsciously start hovering over the ground.
Could it be that the magical feeling we are experiencing is causing this effect?
Could it be that the universe is happy that our love has finally come together?
Could it be that this is how it feels to be love by your love one?
Could it be that this is what it feels to be in love? To fall in love?
I am not certain of the answer, all I know is that we are finally together.
As we come closer and closer to heaven and we can only be seen as a remote start in the curtain of the heavens. We can see all the constellations of planets and stars. We can admire the beauty of nebulas and gas giants as we fly by them. We both look at each other and though that now that we are together, we can really enjoy the beauty of the galaxy because we can share it with each other.
As my body is lay there on the grass, lifeless, motionless, soulless…
And you examine my lifeless face; one can not help but notice an unusual expression on it…
You can see softness, peace, tranquility, happiness, tenderness and an incredible amount of love.
Goodbye my planet! Goodbye air, water, grass, sky. Forever goodbye my body!
Hello my life, my destiny, my angel, my true love…
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